Waiting is sooooo hard!

Every day the wait seems harder and harder. It seems everyone around me is pregnant and or having babies. Like, Everyone! It's like always on ur brain and everywhere u look there are babies n more babies and none are urs and u ask why, why the wait, why. It's hard. You want to give up but u know you won't, because one day will be THE day. But I swear it's harder than every imagined. We pray and pray. But it's not here yet, our day has yet to come and it's hard. Have I said that yet? Lol. Today's one of those days that really hard for one reason or another. In the past few months I have like umpteen friends who have become pregnant and another handful who just had or about to have babies, some their first, some their third. And it gets you down. And then there's the news where they just found a baby in a dumpster, and another dropped off here or there, and u think why can't I be the one to love that baby, some stupid person doesn't know what they have, and I could give that baby everything, and we have been at this for over a year, it's not fair! Grrrrrr. Why do things happen this way? Why, when we have so much to give is it soon hard to begin a family? And everyone who doesn't even want them are having them left and right and throwing them away, makes me so angry. This is redundant of previous vent posts, just guess one of those bad days and needed to get it out.